her name is artantia

Hello!

2010-08-15T23:10:00.000-07:00

waaaaaaaw its like its been years since my last post (yea i know, lebay)

recent updates :

1. udah berusaha sampe snmptn, ngga diterima juga sama ui, mungkin emg ga jodoh, jd diikhlasin aja deh :)

2. masuk fkg trisakti! yeey! seneng soalnya banyak temen temen yg udh gw kenal yg masuk situ.

3. sekarang lagi libur panjaaaaaang..... bgt, baru msk lagi tanggal 30 agustus buat ospek, tp cuma 3 hari, terus libur lagi deh. baru masuk kuliah akhir september

4. going nowhere di liburan ini. literally nowhere! paling jauh cuma ke bandung..

5. kemaren tante connie sekeluarga pulang ke indonesia, sempet main2 sama olivia brandon, seneng :D tapi sekarang mereka udah balik lagi ke sana :(

6. oh ya! temen temen gw udah pada mulai kuliah semua, udah pada nyebar, ada yg di bandung, jogja, depok, malaysia, bahkan perancis. sedih karena bakal jarang ketemu.. tapi gpp kan semua mau meraih mimpi masing masing. sukses ya, terutama buat vertrou :)

7. sekarang lagi puasa nih.. hari ke 6, udah bolong 1 pas hari pertama karena berhalangan. tapi semoga puasa puasa ini jadi berkah buat kita semua, amin 0:)

segitu aja deh recent updates nya. sekarang gw lebih aktif memakai tumblr, karena more simple and easier hehe.

good luck for everyone, have a good monday!

wish me tons of luck, people

2010-04-17T05:01:00.000-07:00

PLEASE WISH ME LUCK FOR THIS UNIVERSITY THINGY! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

Bismillahirahmanirahim, semoga 15 mei 2010 jadi akhir (yg membahagiakan) perjuangan gw buat UI.

hello?

2010-02-07T03:17:00.000-08:00

hai, apakabar dunia maya? hehe
12th grader ::::: busy busy busy bus s s s s y y y yyyy

and yeah, sometimes you have to sacrifice something to get your dreams, right?

and i'm sacrificing something to get my dream. i'm telling you, its not that easy. but, what can i do?
study more and play less.

Fakultas Kedokteran Gigi Universitas Indonesia, please be nice to me... accept me okay? ;p

rushing

2009-12-18T23:30:00.001-08:00

i still dont have any idea of whats going on.

2 attacks!

wow udah mau 2010

2009-12-18T22:09:00.000-08:00

wowwwww 2009 udh mau berakhir aja loh..
review yuk dari januari! :)

januari : saya ulangtahun! i made a party! hmm ada masalah sebenernya pas ulangtahun.. tapi yasudahlah yaaa. lalu januari ada sumon! hihi kangen banget deh sumon, orang orangnya udah pada sombong sombong euy. mulai deket sama pacar saya yang sekarang.
februari : hm...... februari? udah deket banget sm pacar tapi belom jadi pacar, hehe. tapi waktu itu masih gitu deh.. hehe. eh terus jahat deh, saya tidak jadi sama pacar saya, malah... hahaha you know
maret : hmm, pensi!!! haha seru ya pensi.. tapi abis itu ada kejadian tidak enak, saya lupa pastinya itu maret apa april, kyknya sih maret..
april : april, ada apa ya? oh! saya dekat lagi sama pacar saya. hehe ini mulai gencar lagi deh..
mei : jadiaaaaan! hahaha akhirnya kan setelah proses ini itu yg lumayan rumit. wah hidup saya sedang sangat menyenangkan disini!
juni : naik kelas.. liburan.. astro labs.. wah sibuk sibuk! sibuk liburan maksudnya ;p
juli : ehmm juli kelas baru... adaptasi lagi nih, wow lagi lagi sekelas sama teman sebangku saya, akhirnya kita sebangku lagi deh.. oya disini jg lagi sibuk mos nih, dan jarang banget masuk kelas!
agustus : huaaa lepas jabatan osis! ada makrab, ada lintas juang. betenya : saya lari lintas juang pada saat dapet hari kedua. yang ada pas linju malah emosi.. hehe
september : september ceriaaaaa, hehe ga banyak yang bisa diinget di bulan september ini, ntar deh kalo inget di post lagi.
oktober : hm... disini nih mulai mulai something, bulan sedih :(
november : sama saja........ huhuhu. tapi november itu bener bener kayak roller coaster pokoknya, ada seneng bangetnya ada sedih bangetnya.
desember : ini dia! haha bulan terakhir... pengennya sih ditutup sama senyuman manis kebahagiaan (haha klise bahasanya ya). berdoa aja deh semoga akhir tahun ini bisa ditutup dengan bahagia kayak pas mulai tahun!

sekarang saya lagi ada dirumah, bentar lagi mau nyalon. pacar saya kemana ya? tidak berkabar lagi dia, hehe.

oh ya saya punya sejumlah wish untuk tahun 2010, here we goes....
1. ingin sekali lulus dengan nilai yang superb. amiiiin.
2. ya Allah... pengen banget masuk Fakultas Kedokteran Gigi Universitas Indonesia. amin!
3. semoga kehidupan percintaan saya membaik.. :)
4. semoga menjadi tahun terbaik untuk saya, amin!

lets say amiiiiiiiiiiin.

hey you, thanks for this wonderful year. i hope you know what you did. karma exist, honey! muach :*

just a little message

2009-09-30T00:39:00.000-07:00

Bisma Putra :)

schools, and another things

2009-09-29T23:26:00.001-07:00

Minal Aidzin wal faidzin people. Please forgive my mistakes.
Happy Ied!

i know its quite late, but better late than never, rite? ;)

do you know? being 12th grader is not that easy
much task, much homework, much courses, many tests.
well, actually, the problem solver is simple : STUDY.
but the STUDY word is not as simple as when you say it.
STUDY means ; open your books almost everyday
STUDY means ; do try outs for tests
STUDY means ; work more, play less
STUDY means ; less time to hang out with friends
STUDY means ; bo-o-o-o-ring
but, you wont get anything if you dont study.

and i want anything : FKG-UI, being good dentist, having good happy family, being happily ever after.........
so i must study. please, support me!

oh ya, karya tulis! final task for bahasa. the title of my kartul is...
"Pengaruh Ketergantungan Internet terhadap Kehidupan Sosial Remaja."
i need help, if you have any opinion about my topic, please leave a comment or contact me (via twitter @virr)

okay, enough talking about s-t-u-d-y. lets talk about my life lately
lately, holiday!
but tomorrow holiday's over. going back to school means : wake up in early morning because school starts at 6.30 AM.
errrr, i got lil bit dizzy when i wrote that.

holiday : not going anywhere. boyfriend leave me for mudik for 12 days. had my 4 months anniversary on idul fitri (happy 4 months, b :) ), playing the sims 3 like crazy, and.. forget anything about study (seriously)

i miss xi ipa 3 and xb!
have i told you my class now? im in xii science 2. this class is the only class on 1st floor, when break time, you'll see our class is so quiet, because most of people going anywhere but class.
and have i told you i sit with nispain again? hehe.

i miss may-june-july-august. those months were happy months.

2 days ago, i watched phobia 2 with bisma. honestly, i didnt watch it, bisma did. i covered my eyes with my hand because im too afraid to watch it. (fyi, i'm the one who suggest that movie). it was so fun, thanks b!

well, thats all i can share now. bye bye!

p.s :i'll have my midtest on monday-friday next week, wish me luck!

UPDATESSSS!!!

2009-08-18T07:06:00.001-07:00

Hello people! missing me? ;)

i've been busy lately....... you know OSIS thingy

oh ya! tonight, this "kitab dewa" is done! (kitab dewa : LPJ)

haha aduh maaf ya omongannya ga jelas banget...

emm jadi gini, 15 agustus 2009 gw menyelesaikan masa jabatan gw sebagai osis dan di demisionerkan sm mpk. 17 agustus 2009 kita semua lepas jaket dan lari 17km dr taman makam pahlawan kalibata sampe labschool. capeknya? pol! haha gw aja hari ini ga masuk

but, it was very sad, 95% member of BR were crying. but i'm not, i'm pretty sad but i just can't cry. malah gw berkaca kaca pas baca blognya nisachoi (klik) dan pas makrab.

i still can't believe that i'm not osis anymore. i still can't believe people should call me 'mansis' (mantan osis). i still can't believe this isn't our turn anymore........ but show must go on, we have our juniors to continue our job. Good luck, DV! make us proud please :)

back to normal life. being 12th grader. harus mengejar semua ketinggalan 2 minggu terakhir ini. wish me luck guys!

well, fkg-ui, wait for me!

maaf ya kalo ngga jelas banget karena udh buntu nulis blog gimana, udh lama bangeeet hehe

UPDATESSSS!!!

2009-08-18T07:06:00.000-07:00

am i?

2009-06-16T03:23:00.000-07:00

i took "Enneagram, 9 Tipe Kepribadian Manusia. Yang Manakah Kamu?" on Facebook, and here is the result :

Pendamai

Mudah menerima, suka menyenangkan orang lain, dan mendukung. Pribadi semacam ini mencoba menyatu dengan orang lain dan lingkungan sekitarnya. Penurut, menyesuaikan diri, dan seringkali tak bisa mengendalikan kemarahannya. Keunggulan : menyenangkan, tenang, murah hati, sabar, menerima, diplomatis, dan berpikiran terbuka. Kejelekan : terasing, pelupa, keras kepala, obsesif, apatis, pasif-agresif, dan tidak asertif. Cara bergaul dengan saya : Jika kamu ingin agar saya melakukan sesuatu, cara memintanya sangat penting bagi saya. Saya sangat tidak suka ekspektasi atau tekanan dari orang lain. Saya senang mendengarkan dan melayani, tapi jangan manfaatkan ini. Dengarkan hingga saya selesai berbicara, meski saya sedikit berbelit-belit. Berikan saya waktu untuk menyelesaikan sesuatu dan mengambil keputusan. Tidak apa-apa, jika kamu mendorong saya degan halus dan tanpa menghakimi. Berikan saya pertanyaan, hingga saya bisa memahami masalah saya. Katakanlah jika kamu menyukai penampilan saya. Saya tidak menolak pujian. Saya suka diskusi yang baik, bukan perdebatan. Beri tahu saya, bahwa kamu suka pada apa yang telah saya kerjakan atau katakan. Tertawalah bersama saya dan nikmatilah keceriaan hidup bersama saya.

one question popped in my mind, am i?

updateeees

2009-06-12T20:41:00.000-07:00

whats up everyoneeeeeeee?

ukk selesai loh loh loh, bahagia ya hihi.
tp nilaiku pas pasan gitu, tp alhamdulilah sih yg remed baru satu, tp mgkn akan jadi 2 sama biologi, yang gw selalu langganan remed, hahaha tp moga2 sih engga ya

then, emmmmmm back from padang. woohooo padang cool! i watched their traditional dance, and you know what? my family still have our 'rumah gadang' there. cool ya
and sorry, i cnt upload my photos yet, my internet is way too slooooooow

and welcome the real holiday :))

off to sumatra

2009-05-27T06:10:00.000-07:00

hello ppl, its been long long time since my last post.
hmm start from updates
1. a week with my boyf
2. off to padang with my whole family from tomorrow till sunday
3. i was so busy last week, prepared for my parents anniversary
4. O-M-G, final test will be held on 8th june, i'm scared
5. my mom has just finished her study and now she's official a certified financial planner, congrats mom! you're the best!

actually, i got nothing to write on right now.
i just wanna say, i'm so happy this week. my life turn to be happy and full of smile, thank you B :)

love today!

2009-05-20T04:23:00.000-07:00

finally, i have something to write.

in-a-relationship

special thanks :)

2009-05-16T04:39:00.001-07:00

i specially want to say THANK YOU VERY MUCH for Alicia for this beautiful template, thankyou my dear. Ly xoxo

tagged by jibe

2009-05-16T04:23:00.000-07:00

1.What is your current obsession?
being good girl, pass the exam, lalalala lots

2. What are you listening to?
Memilihmu - Adhitia Sofyan

3. What is your favorite food?
dragon roll - sushi tei/kyadon sushi

double cheese burger plain - mcdonald

4. What is your favorite smell?

Oceanus by Body Shop is the greatest

5. What are you wearing today?

barongsai tees & legging

lombok tees & hotpants

6. Why is today special?
today is nothing special since i'm sick and can not go anywhere

7.What would you like to learn to do?
piano, dance, sing, and cook

8. What's the last thing you bought?
PaNas 1 McDonald

9. What is your most challenging goal right now?
get done with lpj beautifully

Pass the exam

S

10. What's your must have piece for this Winter?
Indonesia has no winter, baby

11. What would you like to have in hands right now?
Blackberry curve 8900, iPhone, iPod touch, err.... mcd please?

12. What would you like to get rid of?
bad memories

13. If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
visit my aunt & her family in USA, then have some fun with my girls in Hawaii, and romantic dinner in Paris with my beloved one =)

14. What are your plans for the future?
success, be a dentist, have a faithful husband, have cute children

15. Who do you want to meet right now?
you, i miss you too much, and....... S, please?

16. Describe your personal style?
comfortable

17. What are you going to do after this?
still online for the next 2/3 hours, EAT

18. So, who will be the next tag goes?
i tag nobody.

sedih :(

2009-05-11T06:20:00.000-07:00

i miss us a lot. pleaseeeee i know you both have boyfriend, but don't forget me :(:(
'

mutia you are so sombong, i miss you hello?

it is cute cute cute photo huaaaaa

:)

most favorite girls minus mutia.

bondooooooooool dont leave me :(

and you both, bebek and spain, let's have some fun like fx...............

my friends are too busy with their business, i miss you :(

supposed to be in facebook note

2009-05-11T02:30:00.000-07:00

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 films, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 239 films on this list. Copy this list, go to your own Facebook account, paste this as a note. Then, put x's next to the films you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click post at the bottom. Have fun.

Teen/ Romance:
(x) The Cinderella Story
( ) Another Cinderella Story
(x) Step Up
(x) Step Up 2
(x) High School Musical
(x) High School Musical 2
( ) High School Musical 3
( ) Hannah Montana Movie
( ) Enchanted
(x) Sydney White
Total: 6

(x) She's the Man
( ) Licensed to Wed
( ) The Break-up
(x) 13 going on 30
(x) 27 Dresses
(x) P.S I Love You
( ) Made of Honor
(x) What Happens in Vegas
(x) Get Smart
( ) The Princess Brides
Total: 6

( ) Camp Rock
( ) Wild Child
( ) Ella Enchanted
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Hotel For Dogs
( ) Just Married
(x) Freaky Friday
Total: 5

( ) The Hot Chick
( ) Sleepover
( ) Confessions Of a Shopaholic
(x) Twilight
(x) Nancy Drew
(x) The Devil Wears Prada
( ) No Reservations
( ) Perfect Man
( ) Australia
(x) Never Been Kissed
Total: 4

Comedy/Humour:
(x) Yes Man
(x) Bedtime Stories
(x) The Pink Panther
(x) The Pink Panther 2
( ) Marley & Me
( ) Cheetah Girls
( ) Cheetah Girls 2
( ) Bratz
(x) Haunted Mansion
( ) Paul Blart Mall Cop
Total: 5

( ) The 40-year-old virgin
(x) Night in the Museum
( ) Night in the Museum 2
( ) Evan Almighty
(x) Bruce Almighty
(x) White Chicks
( ) Neverending Story
(x) Meet the Spartans
(x) Meet the Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
Total: 6

( ) Scream
( ) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
( ) American Pie Band Camp
Total: 5

Adventures:
(x) Harry Potter 1: The Sorcerer’s Stone
(x) Harry Potter 2: The Chamber's Secret
(x) Harry Potter 3: Prisoner of Azkaban
(x) Harry Potter 4: Goblet of Fire
(x) Harry Potter 5: Order of Phoenix
(x) Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings: Return Of the King
(x) Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
( ) Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian
Total: 9

( ) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
( ) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
( ) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
(x) Indiana Jones and the Crystal Skull
(x) The Mummy
( ) The Mummy 2
( ) The Mummy 3
( ) Journey to the Centre of Earth
( ) City of Ember
(x) Finding Neverland
Total: 3

(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At World's End
(x) X-Men
(x) X-Men 2
( ) X-Men 3 Origins Wolverine
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
(x) Spider Man 3
(x) King Kong
Total: 9

( ) Hellboy
( ) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
( ) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
( ) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
( ) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
( ) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
( ) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Underdog
(x) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(x) Batman: The Dark Knight
Total: 2

Action/ Thriller
(x) The Matrix
(x) The Matrix Reloaded
(x) The Matrix Revolutions
(x) Terminator
(x) Terminator 2
(x) Terminator 3
(x) Ocean's Eleven
(x) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Ocean’s Thirteen
(x) Casino Royale 007
Total: 9

( ) Bourne Identity
( ) Bourne Supremecy
( ) Underworld
( ) Butterfly Effect
( ) Death Note
( ) Death Note 2
( ) Death Note 3: L Change the world
( ) Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
( ) I, Robot
Total: 0

( ) Rush Hour
( ) Rush Hour 2
( ) Rush Hour 3
(x) Mission Impossible 1
(x) Mission Impossible 2
(x) Mission Impossible 3
(x) I Am Legend
( ) Predator I
(x) Predator II
( ) Signs
Total: 5

Horror:
(x) Saw
(x) Saw II
(x) Saw III
(x) Saw IV
( ) Saw V
(x) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
(x) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
Total: 6

( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Child's Play
(x) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
Total: 1

(x) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
( ) The Haunted Apartment
( ) Siren
( ) Silent Hill
(x) The Mask
(x) Son Of The Mask
(x) Alone
(x) Omen
( ) House Of Wax
Total: 5

(x) The Eye
(x) The Eye 2
(x) Shutter
(x) When the Stranger calls
( ) The Fog
( ) The Orphanage
( ) The Skulls
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
Total: 4

Cartoons:
(x) Lilo & Stitch
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
(x) Madagascar
(x) Madagascar 2
(x) Kung Fu Panda
( ) Bolt
( ) Wall-E
(x) Monsters Inc
(x) Shark Tale
Total: 8

(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
(x) Shrek 3
(x) Finding Nemo
(x) ET
(x) Cars
(x) Ratatouille
(x) Toy Story
(x) Toy Story 2
(x) The Incredibles
Total: 10

Inspirational:
(x) Little Miss Sunshine
(x) I Am Sam
(x) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Coach Carter
( ) The Last Dance
( ) To Kill A Mockingbird
( ) Conrack
( ) Midnight Sun
( ) Little Black Book
( ) Rwanda Genocide
Total: 3

Classics:
( ) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Titanic
(x) Romeo & Juliet
( ) Frankenstein
( ) A Midsummer Night's Dream
Total: 2

TOTAL: 113

mk

2009-05-10T22:53:00.000-07:00

This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS... Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you hear these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it! Re-post it for all of your friends.

1. Beer: drunk
2. Food: mcd
3. Relationship: single
4. Crush: (his name)
5. Power Rangers: pink!
6. Life: goes on
7. The President: obama
8. Yummy: delicious
9. Car: x-over
10. Movie : pink panther
11. Halloween: past
12. Sex: female
13. Religion: islam
14. Hate: her
15. Fear: ketinggian
16. Marriage: someday
17. Blondes: dumb
18. Slipper : flipflop
19. Shoes: mary jane
20. Asians: me
21. Pastime: left
22. One night stand: big no
23. My cell phone: sony ericsson
24. Smoke: him
25. Fantasy: final
27. High school Life: good
28. Pyjamas: pewe
29. Stars: are blind
30. Center: outfield
31. Alcohol: haram
32. The word LOVE: good
33. Friends: fun
34. Money: can't buy me love
35. Heartache: hurt!
36. Time: past
37. Divorce: serem
38. Dogs: takut
39. Undies: bra
40. Parents: good
41. Babies: cutie
42. Ex: jerk
43. Song: love song
44. Color: pink
45. Weddings: daze
46. Pizza: hut
47. Hangout: mall
48. Rest: area
49. Goal: doctor
50. Inspiration: me?

sunday & wish list

2009-05-09T20:13:00.000-07:00

it's Sunday! woohoooooo

wish list to do this sunday :
- cut my hair off!
- buy softlenses
- sushi with mom and dad (hihihi)
- shoppiiiiiiiiiing!

unfortunately, my dad is going to bogor with my driver, so i can't go to saloon with my driver.
then, I WISH I COULD DRIVE!!!

hmm, anyway, i just remember, hahaha my driving course is not finish yet, there are still 5 meetings to be done. but i don't have much times to finish it, too busy with school project.

oh, i have 3days off next week, my seniors have their final test.
but i don't feel like i'll have holiday, because :
- on monday, i have to study physics with my private teacher
- on tuesday, i have my remedial biology test which is so many materials to study

i want to cut my hairrrrrrrrrrrr, asap!

2009-05-09T08:35:00.000-07:00

i am sooooo fucked up today.
umpatan umpatan keluar mulu dari mulut gw
smart!
kesel banget ya ampun ada apa sih.
sharing buat ngilangin bete.
call me please, mr. right?

self talking

2009-05-05T06:11:00.000-07:00

interesting text.
but it (has to be) means nothing
supertired----------
labs blast labs blast labs blast

missing

2009-05-03T06:46:00.000-07:00

current feeling : missing
missing of : .......... (sensored)

i've got nothing to say.
it's 9pm, and there will a flag ceremony in tomorrow morning.
gotta sleep.

seeya! xoxo

i'm in love with this

2009-05-02T10:48:00.000-07:00

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

love story - taylor swift

Love Story - Taylor Swift Music Code

life is pretty ok

2009-04-30T06:23:00.000-07:00

LIFE IS.....pretty ok (3rd best possible outcome)

Life becomes a bit of a roller coaster ride. For the majority of the time you are content and comfortable...until something comes along to mess it all up. Initially, you meet these difficulties and trials with a lot of negative emotion, but eventually learn (or convince yourself) that life isnt always fair, "stuff happens" and you need to move on. Once you learn this, you resume a life of contentment. There are, however, many joyous occasions for celebration in your life. You have a few close friends you rely on for support. Stay close with them-they will need you, you will need them, and you will have may fun time together in the future. You might not have everything you want in life, but, at the end of the day, life was a "human' experience and pretty ok.

i took fortune teller quiz on facebook, and that is the result. wow, quite helping.
need to make CV for english task. bye!

i need chocolates!

2009-04-29T03:52:00.000-07:00

i feel so shitty at the moment. pms thing
have to go to dentist.
insane day, pretty good, and bad at the same time.
hahaha, i-d-c.
so cute, yet so weird ;p
those text-messages made me confused
what does it mean?
friend said, yes it was nothing, i think so.
but, ?
hungry.
--
i need you friend, yes, you. we used to be bestfriend like old times rite?
i miss old times when we were just have fun
hmm, remember melaka radio?
so funny! i miss that moments you know
i said hey welcome back, but you don't act like my bestfriend anymore
--
pms makes me so awkward and so upset! hungry makes me more sad.
i need some chocolates!

ikhlas

2009-04-27T08:58:00.000-07:00

Ikhlas.
Susah loh ternyata.
Ikhlas sm terima nasib beda.
Terima nasib pasrah,
ikhlas jauh lebih susah daripada pasrah.
Coba ikhlas yuk

i love you!

2009-04-25T07:56:00.000-07:00

I'm in love with Andita Rahmi Faradina, Shinta Purbo Putrandwika, and Fathiyah Alissah.
They are best of the best. Big kiss & hug for you three, muach!

little lost turtle

2009-04-23T01:56:00.000-07:00

maybe it find it's (sn)...

oh so boring

2009-04-22T03:38:00.000-07:00

i reactivated my facebook, and i found this fact :
facebook still boring.
sorry for facebook fans but, i really can't ignore that.

i think i'll deactivated again. but not now, soon.

blew

2009-04-22T00:31:00.000-07:00

Weird dreams.
Late
Made 3 formal invitation to 'boss'
Driving Class.
Watched Paris Hilton's New BFF
Online, plurking, twittering, blogging
Hungry
I got nothing to do!

I was looking to my friend's msn, then this pop up in my mind :
Don't face your weakness

like shasa did

2009-04-20T07:49:00.000-07:00

i read shasa's blog and i tried Doubutsu-Uranai, and here is the result..

You are Gold Fawn, whose character is gentle and calm.

You tend to talk slowly and there's something warm about your atmosphere.

Nevertheless, you have great fighting spirit within you, and you have great will power.

It's not too much to say that your will power is hidden under your intelligence and your personality.

Your movements are slow, and you also tend to be rather slow in putting things into action.

You also take other people's opinion too seriously, and are sensitive to rumors.

You try to avoid public criticism, by not using flashy expressions and fancy actions.

You try to stick to social status, and are pure and conservative sort of person.

You dislike new changes, and prefer to carry on steadily in a safe environment.

You think high of atmosphere than practicality.

If you make your decisions only on your preferences, people may think you as a moody person. You are obsessed about cleanliness, and can be difficult, but you are really a kind person.

You have good fortune, and your personal interest may turn into your occupation, or get as busy as your regular business.

Therefore your interest develops into something that can be profitable.
Although you yourself are modest, people around you may get heated up, and make you a leader.

What you have done to others will be returned by double or more.

After getting married, you will have good fortune with children, and will be able to lead a steady old age.

funny

2009-04-19T00:39:00.000-07:00

INI LUCU BANGET!

hahahaha pasti setelah liat ini terus mikir ih gw banget haha

Saykoji - Online

unfortunately gw gaptek jd gatau cara upload video kesini hahaha

enjoy!

how are you all?

2009-04-18T20:28:00.000-07:00

i changed my url to :

http://rottensunflower.blogspot.com

recent :

- yesterday was so fun, labs 3c, tari's house. lot of fun!

- papa & mama went home from macau

- watching translated lilo & stich at RCTI

- will have one week off because senior having final test

just another random talks

2009-04-14T05:46:00.000-07:00

You know? One thing i can learn about my problem..
God is testing me. And after all, i learn how to be a woman.
How to face anything with high-patient
How to face anything without crying
How to face anything without pretending
How to face anything wisely

I wish, after all of this, i grow up.
Now, i'm learning to face the truth, no need to be sad, just smile.
"Because smiling could make you happier" i said.
And, if you all think this is about (.), no. hell no. i said there will no post about (.)

Hmm..
Pray, pray, and pray, is the best way to solve my problem.
I am calm, after i pray.
This is the fact, without pray, there must be something bad come to me.
Whoa whoa! If i don't shalat subuh, my day will be worse like day when i have my 1st day period.
I pray to God,
God, please.. erase this hate, erase this hurt, i have to be fine. i have to be okay. And it's worked!
Now, i feel fine & okay to face something that bother me.
But, i know, i need time, to erase my feeling, hurt, hate, love..

I got to move on, i have my future, and i have a feeling that my future is bright as sunshine :)
Don't need to look back, look forward, Hey there is something good wait for you! Realize! Open your eyes, Artantia..

My 1st priority now, is to make my family proud of me.
I love them. They are my breath.
How? hm.. just try to be independent, don't act like a lil kid anymore. And.. try to get a good reward!

Fyi, i'm busy now.
I try to be better girl. Not lazy as i used to.
I try to open my heart, to anyone.
Big giant hole in my heart is still there, i'm waiting for someone to fix it.

I need to confirm this to anyone, if you all think i regret of what have done, NO. I'm not.
Everything happen for a reason.

hahahaha jadi ngalor ngidul kan pembicaraan gw. like i said before, i need personal journal!

last post about you and your world, okay? bye!

2009-04-14T05:18:00.000-07:00

I NEED PERSONAL JOURNAL, BADLY!

hehe, maaf tp kok gr bgt ya, jgn gr ah

you know? i'm okay. CASE CLOSED, i lock it into my deepest heart and i already throw the key to somewhere. so, all i wanna say is.....

I'm Happy Now!

Bye bye you, i don't need you anymore.. Open your heart, dear.. It's not all about you. Okay? Byeeeeee, hope we'll be good friends even it's hard.

Attention please, everyone..

2009-04-12T07:33:00.000-07:00

I AM DEACTIVATED MY FACEBOOK ACCOUNT.
but you still can tag & invite me (i think).
i'll be back soon okay
i'm just getting bored with facebook, and..... i think facebook made someone become a stalker, and it's not good.

Bye Facebookers, see you later!

xoxo-vrlc

Dongeng pengantar tidur

2009-04-11T10:55:00.000-07:00

Alkisah suatu hari,
Princess V sedang menunggu Pangeran-Berkuda-Putih. Kabarnya, sang Pangeran sedang tersesat di antara 2 pilihan. Akhirnya.. sang pangeran pun memilih jalan yang benar menuju Kastil Princess V. Tapi di tengah jalan, sang Pangeran dicegat oleh si-Kapak-Merah. Kapak Merah ingin merenggut Princess V kembali ke pelukannya. dan yang menang adalah si Kapak Merah. Lalu Kapak merah pun hidup bersama Princess V..

Beberapa bulan kemudian, si-Kapak-Merah dicuri lagi untuk ke 3 kalinya sama Selendang-Ungu. Princess V kalut, tetapi kemudian dia sadar. Selama ini yang dicarinya bukan lah si-Kapak-Merah, melainkan Pangeran-Berkuda-Putih nya yang tak kunjung datang. Princess V memutuskan untuk tidak peduli dengan si-Kapak-Merah, namun Princess V sudah terlanjur kesal dengan Selendang-Ungu yang suka mencuri barang kepunyaannya. Princess V pun berdoa dalam hati, agar Selendang-Ungu dibukakan matanya, supaya ia sadar bahwa ia itu seorang brengsek dan pelacur dari negeri sampah nya.

Sampai sekarang, Princess V masih menunggu Pangeran-Berkuda-Putih nya datang.. entah ia akan tersesat lagi atau tidak datang sama sekali..

tebak tebak buah manggis, yg bisa nebak pangeran berkuda putih dapat hadiah! haha

stpd

2009-04-11T09:34:00.000-07:00

what i was thinking about? click here

love spell!

2009-04-11T08:21:00.000-07:00

babababababababuabuababababubababubabubibabubibabuibabibabu

that spell means, i'm okay, bye. hahahaha

wow. deep

2009-04-09T23:27:00.000-07:00

my friends said :

"harganya (something that unfinished) lebih murah drpd ngeganti perasaan lo vir"

another friends said :

both (this is the answer when i asked : dia yg jerk atau gw yg stupid?)

and this (click it) is open my eyes.

quotes from that post :

"dan sebenarnya penyesalan itu tidak perlu diada-adakan

karena memang tidak ada yang hilang."

pray for me

2009-04-08T23:07:00.001-07:00

I'm broke up.
No need to explain why.
Just please, pray for me this is the best.
Thanks

krisdayanti's

2009-04-08T05:52:00.000-07:00

Apalah maumu kasih
Kau pilih diriku didalam hidupmu
Nyatanya kulihat kini
Tak bisa kau coba untuk setia
Sudah cukuplah sudah
Ku memberikan waktu
Kau selalu tak bisa
Mencoba untuk setia

Yang selalu kuinginkan
Yang selalu kunanti
Kau coba untuk mengerti
Apalah arti mencinta
Dan harus kau sadari
Bila ingin bersamaku
Jangan coba kau ingkari
Cobalah untuk setia

Masihkah aku di inginkan
Masihkah aku di dambakan
Masih ada waktu untukmu
Bersamamu akankah kujalani hidup

honestly...

2009-04-07T06:57:00.000-07:00

pretending to be single, is the best way to face my super-duper-extra-cuek boyfriend

LET'S DANCE!

2009-04-06T06:24:00.000-07:00

Today, i have my day-off. Ya ya ya, hari ini libur! Kelas 3 pada lg try out gitu jadi kita diliburin deh, asik kan? hehe

dari Minggu, Febia & Dila & Nisha udh sms in gw, jgn lupa ya Senin kita bikin tugas bahasa inggris di rumah Nisha jam 9 pagi.
Nah gw nyampe sana itu jam setengah 10, haha sorry.. my driver gone, and i can't drive, so i had to wait for my driver to came home.
Then sampe rumah Nisha, kita bikin project nya, bikin garis besarnya. Jadi kita mau bikin Termehek-Mehek pake bahasa inggris, dan nama acaranya diganti jadi "Hiks-hiks" hahaha. Gw jadi orang yang muter balikin fakta gitu deh. Terus udah shooting juga beberapa adegan. Terus pas udah, we had our lunch, wah enak banget kan ada rawon, ada ayam goreng, sambel, telur asin, sm perkedel. Deliciouso lah. Terus Febia sama Laras harus pulang duluan karena Febia ada Pembinaan Fisika untuk OSN (Olimpiade Sains Nasional). ya betul, OSN. betapa pintar anak itu. Akhirnya kita di meja makan ngomongin seni musik mau perform apa. Karena di meja makan ga enak, akhirnya we moved to nisha's room. Sampe situ, eh si Nisdi ngedance gitu kan, nah kan karena dasarnya gw dan lain lain (dila & rhuny) mau ikut dance class, akhirnya kita minta diajarin tuh sama Nisdi.

dan kita menari nari dengan lagu Flo Rida - In The Ayer.
dila yang dasar emang jago tapi sok ngerendah, udh keren gitu.
rhuny sama lah kayak gw, masih amatir, tp dia itu diam diam menghanyutkan..
dan gw? hahaha kayak lelucon. but i can say i am the one who was so excited about this dance thing.
Honestly... i love dancing, i love to see people dancing. Cool.
but i can't. haha poor me. but i want to take dance class, hope i can do it.

xoxo--vrlc

i have my friend back

2009-04-05T06:52:00.000-07:00

welcome back, pal!
hope we'll be like we used to. bestfriend.

new color!

2009-04-03T23:14:00.000-07:00

Yea! New colors for my blog. what do you think?
haha you may think it sucks, the color.. i know, too girly.
but, i love these colors!
they are my favorites color from all of the color,
they are sweet and lovely!

by the way, do you like it?

iphone

2009-03-30T03:36:00.000-07:00

sunday :
i was so happy! diajak jalan sm papa mama, uh menyenangkannya.

today :
today's like the other day, no different. hmm, apa ya?
oh ya kemaren gw abis beli soflens warna abu-abu, tp fotonya belom bisa di post disini karena gw pun belom pernah mencoba di kedua mata gw. haha kemaren gw pake, dan itu proses nya lama banget karena gw pertama kali make soflens, terus pas udah kepasang dengan benar, then my eyes turns red. gatel. langsung gw buka lagi deh, haha. nanti kan gw mau ke dokter gigi, jd mau coba gw pake gimana sih rasanya, terus kalo bagus mau gw pake ke sekolah, tapi maluuuuuu hihi

oh! new resolution!
papa & mama will buy me an iPhone if : gw 10 besar.
berat pa.... beratttttt
tapi berusaha kan ga ada salahnya, ya ga ya ga? hihi

fear list

2009-03-27T05:53:00.000-07:00

what scared me the most?

You, Cheat, Her

review

2009-03-26T04:25:00.000-07:00

kemaren makrab sama BR. : happy! udah lama ga ngumpul bareng, seru. semua unek unek keluar deh, hehe
hope : start from yesterday, everyone will be so much better! =)

today, hmm.. dijemur kayak gorengan : panas, Tata Upacara Bendera. wih gila pol banget, item lah bentar lagi.

tired but excited about sleepover in lia's (makrab) : haaaaah berasa LDKS lagi, tp sumpah seru banget sampe jam stgh 3 pagi msh sharing, trs tidur di kamar lia, ah kangen

where the hell are you? i know you're busy, but please. kabarin gw.

"jealousy turning saints into the sea, turning through sick lullabies, choking on your alibis.."

a walk to remember

2009-03-22T04:09:00.000-07:00

a walk to remember : good.

haha ya ya ya i know, telat bgt gw baru nonton a walk to remember, di youtube lg. ckck where have i been sih?
kenapa juga result nya cuma good?
karena gw punya high expectation about this movie, tapi setelah ditonton.. bagus sih, tapi mana? katanya banjir air mata? gw ga banjir sama sekali, cuma nangis di bagian si cowoknya pelukan sm bapaknya. tp jujur, i agree, this movie is soooo romantic! gila, ga tahan lah romantisnya.. btw, gw udah mikirin faktor faktor kenapa result gw buat film ini cuma good :

karena gw nonton di youtube
karena nontonnya di youtube, jadi kepotong potong, karena harus ganti part ganti part
karena (ok, this is embarrassing, pardon me) ga ada teksnya!

faktor ketiga itu kayaknya bener bener menentukan result gw deh, abis kan, gw suka ribet gitu dengernya. jadi ga ngerti deh. hahaha memalukan....

anyway, hmm td siang gw ke labschool nonton porseni, dan labschool menang! lawan dipschool hahaha. actually gw nonton alwin sih, haha.

okay enough said, i want to watch termehek-mehek. bye people!

new decision

2009-03-21T02:44:00.000-07:00

i have new decision to this blog!
because of my english is ngalor ngidul ga keruan, i decided to use bahasa.
ahaha give up jg kan gw lama lama pake bahasa inggris melulu.
hmm, here are the reasons why i decided to use bahasa :

my english is bad, not too bad, but.... bad enough to write a blog with full of english
lama lama, gw bisa jd males update blog ini gara gara harus pake bhs inggris melulu
actually, sering banget gw berpikir untuk mix up english with bahasa kyk sekarang, jd drpd ntar tiba tiba gw kayak gitu tanpa bilang bilang kan malu, katanya mau pake bahasa inggris terus? haha

oh ya, i called my dad, ask permission for bachan's birthday and here it goes..
v : pa, papa dimana?
p : di.... (gw lupa dimana) bentar lagi jg pulang
v : oh.. pa, ntar mba iyi mau ke ulang taun temen mba iyi
p : lah kemaren ulang taun? sekarang ulangtaun lagi?
v : kemaren kan acara osis paaa, ntar ulangtaun temen mba iyi di ex
p : oh.. ulangtaun siapa?
v : ulangtaun bachan, ntar mba iyi nebeng kathleen
p : dijemput?
v : iya
p : oh.. ntar minggu depan siapa lagi yg ulangtaun?
v : haha ga tau deh pa
p : yaudah bentar lagi papa pulang kok, 20 menitan lagi.

yah pa, namanya juga anak muda, sma, kelas 2 lagi, pasti banyak lah pa yg ngerayain ulangtaun ke 17. hehehe

woohooo! my friend is totally jerky! he didn't attend to Labs Project and my friends is mad at him, sebenernya ga mad sih, cuma ngecengin aja, ngga solider banget jadi orang. eh udah ga ikut dia malah ngatain pensinya. ckck what a public enemy. you should die, or move to another school, or another PLANET! jerk-ass.

wah jd emosi gitu gw, anyhoo td gw abis blog-walking dan gw banyak menemukan blog menarik. oya kemaren ada acara osis, yaitu Labs On The Road 2, ke kidzania sm anak anak yatim. seru banget! gw punya sim & atm kidzania, cool eh? haha i wish i have real sim. please please i need driving lesson again! gw cuma bisa nyalain mobil, majuin sampe gigi 2. mundur pun tak bisa.
yasudah lah sekian, eh tuh kan when i'm able to use bahasa, gw jd ngepostnya panjang, abis ga perlu ribet ribet mikir translate-in nya sih..

oya, last but not least, i was so happy last nite, alwin surprised me, he came to pacific place, dan dia anterin gw pulang, how sweet my pb!

byeee-xoxoxoxo-virlica

150 things

2009-03-21T02:07:00.000-07:00

copy from ka kiko's

(bold the ones you've done)
01. Bought everyone in the bar a drink
02. Swam with dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said "I love you" and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Bungee jumped
11. Visited Paris
12. Watched a lightning storm at sea
13. Stayed up all night long and saw the sun rise
14. Seen the Northern Lights
15. Gone to a huge sports game
16. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
17. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
18. Touched an iceberg
19. Slept under the stars
20. Changed a baby's diaper
21. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
22. Watched a meteor shower
23. Gotten drunk on champagne
24. Given more than you can afford to charity
25. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
26. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
27. Had a food fight
28. Bet on a winning horse
29. Asked out a stranger
30. Had a snowball fight
31. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
32. Held a lamb
33. Seen a total eclipse
34. Ridden a roller coaster
35. Hit a home run
36. Danced like a fool and didn't care who was looking
37. Adopted an accent for an entire day
38. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
39. Had two hard drives for your computer
40. Visited all 50 states
41. Taken care of someone who was drunk
42. Had amazing friends
43. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
44. Watched whales
45. Stolen a sign
46. Backpacked in Europe
47. Taken a road-trip
48. Gone rock climbing
49. Taken a midnight walk on the beach
50. Gone sky diving
51. Visited Ireland
52. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love
53. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
54. Visited Japan
55. Milked a cow
56. Alphabetized your CDs
57. Pretended to be a superhero
58. Sung karaoke
59. Lounged around in bed all day
60. Played touch football
61. Gone scuba diving
62. Kissed in the rain (i wish to, haha)
63. Played in the mud
64. Played in the rain
65. Gone to a drive-in theatre
66. Visited the Great Wall of China
67. Started a business
68. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
69. Toured ancient sites
70. Taken a martial arts class
71. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
72. Gotten married
73. Been in a movie
74. Crashed a party
75. Gotten divorced
76. Gone without food for 5 days
77. Made cookies from scratch
78. Won first prize in a costume contest
79. Ridden a gondola in Venice
80. Gotten a tattoo
81. Rafted the Snake River
82. Been on a television news program as an "expert"
83. Gotten flowers for no reason
84. Performed on stage
85. Been to Las Vegas
86. Recorded music
87. Eaten shark
88. Kissed on the first date
89. Gone to Thailand
90. Bought a house
91. Been in a combat zone
92. Buried one/both of your parents
93. Been on a cruise ship
94. Spoken more than one language fluently
95. Performed in Rocky Horror
96. Raised children
97. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
98. Passed out cold
99. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
100. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
101. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
102. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
103. Had plastic surgery
104. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived
105. Wrote articles for a large publication
106. Lost over 100 pounds
107. Held someone while they were having a flashback
108. Piloted an airplane (in kidzania, count?)
109. Touched a stingray
110. Broken someone's heart
111. Helped an animal give birth
112. Won money on a TV game show
113. Broken a bone
114. Gone on a photo safari
115. Had a facial part pierced other than your ears
116. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
117. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
118. Ridden a horse
119. Had major surgery
120. Had a snake as a pet
121. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
122. Slept for 30 hours in a 48 hour period
123. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. States
124. Visited all 7 continents
125. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
126. Eaten kangaroo meat
127. Eaten sushi
128. Had your picture in the newspaper
129. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
130. Gone back to school
131. Parasailed
132. Touched a cockroach
133. Eaten fried green tomatoes
134. Read The Iliad and The Odyssey
135. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
136. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
137. Skipped all your school reunions
138. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
139. Been elected to public office
140. Written your own computer language
141. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
142. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
143. Built your own PC from parts
144. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
145. Had a booth at a street fair
146. Dyed your hair
147. Been a DJ
148. Shaved your head
149. Caused a car accident
150. Saved someone's life (not very serious, but i think i saved her life)

random things

2009-03-19T04:23:00.000-07:00

1. biology remedial was sooooo fun =D

2. i miss my junior high school best friends!

3. hello there, i miss you.

4. i have remedial biology for midterm test tomorrow, wish me luck!

5. kidzania, tomorrow! horraaaaaaaaay!

6. website i visit the most when i'm online : facebook, blogger, plurk, and tumblr.

no title

2009-03-16T04:52:00.000-07:00

TODAY'S RESULT :

BAD DAY!!!!!!!!!

BAD MOOD!!!

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which best?

2009-03-15T04:44:00.000-07:00

baby?

2009-03-15T01:19:00.001-07:00

my baby bala bala with alwin
hahaha his(/her?) face is weird, i hope if me and alwin have a baby, we never have a baby like this, his/her face is too old for the body. haha
anyway, i have name for this little baby, but i won't publish it, sorry!

big love -virlica

:)

2009-03-15T01:10:00.001-07:00

i called this loveeeee <3

2009-03-05T00:59:00.000-08:00

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Di dalam lubuk hatiku

oh midterm test.........

2009-03-04T03:11:00.000-08:00

1.biology is one of my favorit subject (shit)
but, it's true. i love it when my teacher is teaching us. but i hate it when we must have a test.
oh men! why should we do a test?
is it not enough to just understand the subject? i think we shouldn't do test if we understand, rite?
haaaaaah i hate biology test. it is hard and it is so damn much.

2. anyway... i feel so far away from my friends
wondering why?
my school friends or i can say my close friends
i meet them almost everyday but why i feel like i don't have any interaction lately?
i should know why!
i am missing them, all of them.

3. i should stop this, but i really really love gossiping. it is bad!

4. i have to studying very hard now, but you know what i did this afternoon? blog-walking! yeah, smart virlica. you can always answer the biology test with people's life. fool!

5. hahahaha my english test score is 55,5! what a score

i really really have to study right now. need to sign out facebook and msn, and turn off this laptop. byeeeee, please pray for me for biology test!

xxxx-virlica

guess who

2009-03-02T01:51:00.000-08:00

tall, big, lovable, bad boy, emm.. fat, chubby, kind, a lil childish, funny, and care.

yes, he is my polar bear, alwin hernawan buhron

sunday

2009-03-01T02:44:00.000-08:00

sunday,
9.30 - 11.30 a.m. : les les les
then online
01.30 - 02.00 p.m. : accompany brother to optic, and i had my eyes test and the results was... my eyes is silinder 1/2 on both eyes. (and i'm planning to wear color contact lenses, but i don't ask my mother for permission yet, so, it's still a plan)
then online..... till now

a little problem, and too lazy to study. oh midterm test...

weekend again!

2009-02-27T20:35:00.000-08:00

yey yey yey yey weekeeeend! but monday, i will have the final test for middle semester. hahaha
but who careee, it's saturday! let's have fun guys!
today's plan : watch pink panther, devina's birthday

i wish this weekend will be happy day! hihi

xxx-virlica

dear bestfriend

2009-02-26T05:47:00.000-08:00

happy day, great day great great great.
fourteen-two-two thousand and eight

Dear Bestfriend,
Oh my God, i am so so so sorry..........
I've been such a careless friend for you, always mad at you if you're not focus and anything.
you never tell me your story, i think you're fine. but? ah.... i'm wrong, totally wrong!
Too much pressure you have, but you never ever complain. Never share anything with me.
You know? You ARE so strong. I never have a friend like you before.
Then tonight, you shared your problems with me. Oh my.. i can't imagine if i were you. It wasn't all of your problems but it's enough to make me understand about your condition, and make me feel like a very very bad bestfriend and cried because of it.
Hey, you know you can always come to me everytime you want, i'm here for you. Anytime.
Just call me if you want to share anything.
I'm sorry i can't help you with your problems, but i will always support you.

my words for you : SEMANGAT SAYAAAAANG! Gw tau lo bisa menghadapi semua ini, jgn pernah berpikir lo capek yaaa, i love you so much! big support for you!

get well soon brother

2009-02-23T03:22:00.000-08:00

today, i think a lot of things.
much advices but also much support.
thanks guys for your care, it means a lot :)

oh yea, my brother is in hospital, he is sick.
gejala demam berdarah.
please pray for him to get well soon.

you you you, 25946

its mellow but happy...

2009-02-21T19:16:00.000-08:00

i am really really really going crazy.

can not stop this

it's going bigger now......

i miss you, and i love you. so deep

i love you till i am stupid enough to not to hear my best friends advices.

i love you till i ignore the fact that you're jerk

i love you till i ignore that i am in big big trouble

don't hurt me anymore, don't lie anymore

do anything that you said.

be mine again.

quiz : get to know you better

2009-02-20T06:26:00.000-08:00

i took a quiz, and here the results

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

weekend again

2009-02-07T22:14:00.000-08:00

this saturday, there was 2 seventeen birthday, mucil's and ninis'
to mucil first then to ninis, but i'm pretty late to ninis because there's traffic jam in kemang! sorry nissss
nothing special in saturday. eh, actually there was..... but. hmmmm. no no, nothing to explain here.
this sunday, maybe boring. hope i can enjoy this sunday.

weekend

2009-01-31T00:09:00.000-08:00

this is weekend! horay!
tonight i wanna have bbq party with my top friends (lia, nispain, mutia, bebek, kath, nissa, dila, larash, febia). unfortunately febia can not coming because she's sick.
hmm.... i really hope that tonight will be great fun!

byeeee, have a nice weekend everyone! :)

heartbeat

2009-01-27T05:49:00.000-08:00

heartbeat so faaast, can't stop smiling, happy feeling

..........love sign? idk

song of the moment : lucky - jason mraz

2009-01-25T01:41:00.000-08:00

The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in thefirst page of results, and post it as your answer.” After that tag 10 People.

The Age of My Next Birthday
18th Birthday

A Place I'd Like to Travel to
Paris

Favourite Place

bedroom

Favourite Food
french fries mcdonald's

Favourite Things
my k800i

Favourite Color
Pink and baby blue

A City Where I Was Born
Jakarta

A City Which I Have Ever Lived In
Bandung

A Nickname I Have
Virly

College Major
FKG UI

A Bad Habit
nail biter

A Hobby
sing a long

tag to : Muli, AP, Mucil, Bebek, Shabrina, sasaoryza, Alice

secret crush

2009-01-20T05:02:00.000-08:00

i don't know what's this feeling
is it good?
or bad?
it will be good if ......
and it will be bad or even worse if ....
secret crush?
i don't think so
let it flow

another one,
stop. please.
i am on my way to moving on

hello for you, bye for another one

Carmina Burana-O Fortuna - mozart

2009-01-18T03:11:00.000-08:00

1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
copacabana - barry manilow
hahahaa, "is this okay?" me : "COPACABANA!" kinda freaky

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
mambo no. 5 - lou bega

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
run the show - kat de luna

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
kisah tak sempurna - samsons

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
so this is the way -holy city rollers
i dont get it

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
racun dunia - the changcuters
wtf??

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
i wish you were here - incubus

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
D. A. N. C. E - justice

WHAT IS 2+2?
you're still the one - shania twain
hahahaha fool

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
someone should tell you - lemar
oh crap.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
umbrella (remix) - rihanna ft. chris brown

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
city of angles - red hot chili peppers

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
dead star - muse
oh please no!

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
christmast reggae - bob marley
christmast? ha

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
original theme - mario bross
HAHAHA i can't imagine i'm dancing with this song

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
dia milikku - yovie & nuno
fuck

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
american boy - estelle
interest? american boy? hahahaha

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
i stay to watch you fade away - saybia
err.....

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
crazy in love - beyonce
yeaaa i'm in love with all of you guys!

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
life keeps on turning - mocca
worst thing? i don't think so

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
if i were a boy - beyonce

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
my love - justin timberlake
actually i laughed when i know this song out for this question

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
the last song i will ever write about a girl - the ataris
?

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
ding dong song - the gunther
i will die on a dance floor? what a fool

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
i will fly - ten 2 five
not married but fly.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
sudah - nidji

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
outta my head - ashlee simpson

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
nothing last forever - maroon 5
yea that's true. i'm scared because nothing immortal

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
lagu rindu - kerispatih
i think i would change my feeling

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Carmina Burana-O Fortuna - mozart
i swear i don't know this song

errrgh

2009-01-18T03:04:00.000-08:00

I'M EATING LIKE A MONSTER! HELP ME HELP ME! I REALLY REALLY DON'T WANNA BE FAT LIKE HER! PLEASEEEEEEE STOP ME, OH FOOD, PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM ME.
please

<3

2009-01-11T03:03:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU FRIENDS, I LOOOOOOOOVE YOU ALL!

without braces!

2009-01-11T02:33:00.000-08:00

this is before!
and this is after, hahaha is it good?

i have my teeth back

2009-01-07T04:32:00.000-08:00

I HAVE MY TEETH BACK! HAHAAHA
today the dentist take off my braces hahaha its so nice! on the next post i will give you my picture without my braces yeeeeeeeey!

never again

2009-01-07T02:30:00.000-08:00

Would have given up my life for you
Guess it's true what they say about love
It's blind
Girl, you lied straight to my face
Looking in my eyes
And I believed you 'cause I loved you more than life
And all you had to do
Was apologize

You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me, again

No, no, no, no, no, no

Sadness has me at the end of the line
Helpless watched you break this heart of mine
And loneliness only wants you back here with me
Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me
And all you had to do
Was apologize, and mean it

But you didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me

Wish like hell I could go back in time
Maybe then I could see how
Forgiveness says that I should give you one more try
But it's too late, it's over now

Again

invitation card

2009-01-06T00:18:00.001-08:00

by polyvore

fix

well, so this is goodbye

2009-01-05T07:33:00.000-08:00

"When with you my life is so wonderful.. I know what is the meaning of love.. And i can feel what is love.. Thanks for everything.. Forget me for your own goodness.. Maybe it is my last sentence for you.. Hey you know what? I LOVE YOU ARTANTIA VIRLICA !!!"

bye, it's over

BIRTHDAY!

2009-01-05T07:27:00.000-08:00

Hello! Today is my birthday! Thank you all for your greetings i'm so glad! Thanks someone for morning surprise, thanks Lia & Bebek for your hand-made blueberry cheesecake! Love you all :)

...

2008-12-28T07:20:00.000-08:00

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f for you. you dont make this any easier

i'm sorry, i'm so emotional now

sign languange

2008-12-28T06:51:00.000-08:00

i was read muli's blog, his post is inspired me to make this.

this is i love you in sign languange.

this is I - L - U

hahaha that is how you say i love you to your lover in sign languange, enjoy people!

lazy day

2008-12-28T02:50:00.001-08:00

today i'm not going anywhere. stuck in my house and do the internet thing. its kinda fun at first, then my father come home and he bring twilight dvd with him. i'm so excited to watch it, then i try to watch it on my father's laptop. BUT! it's broken! the dvd can not be watched. i'm so upset right now, and i am so bored! the fudge packer, and moustache girl are not around here. the mg was online, but so fast. he just online for 10 minutes, and its sucks! i was so happy he is online. but now? I AM BORED! really. hmm seriously, i really need a boy friend (its different with boyfriend) to be texts friend (tmn smsan -red) i want to watch twilight! god damn why its broken? f f f f. btw, i wonder, where is honey hole? he's gone, not online today. haha or should i text him? haha don't! you will got attacked by 'superpower' hahaha okay enough today bye

1st post

2008-12-27T04:59:00.000-08:00

hello, this is saturday night and i'm just sitting here for 7 hours, do the internet thing, facebook, msn, googling, and read people blog. i had a blog but i already delete it, it contents all-about-my-ex and its like AAAAAAA its not important. hahaha well now i don't know what to write. oh, i try to write whole of this blog with english, i want to practicing! its important to practice, because my english is totally awkward!
oh yea, when i read people blog, i was inspired from them and i tempted to make another new blog. and here i am....... still, don't know what to write. btw, when i read my senior's blog, i found the prison bitch name generator, and i tried! hahaha my prison bitch name is Queer Johnny. it sounds weird. Then i try it with my crush name and his name is Moustache Girl haha cute hah? then i try with another name (who's this, sorry i don't want to tell) and the result is Honey Hole, and the other one is Fudge Packer. hahaha so i think maybe i will use those name to another post to keep all of them as my secret. hehe
so, this is it! my first post. sorry if this is unnecessary. i'm just try to write anything on my mind.
cheers!